After all the damn thing that i've been through at the Hospital, finally i was released from the hospital due to the hopeless and stupidity doctors over there who doesn't give a damn about my sickness which i will no longer survive in this artificial box that we called world. I miss her very much and i cannot stop thinking about her during at my dreams which is i was in the land with full of grass, blue skies and white shores. Unfortunately, it's just a simple wish for the person that who doesn't live too long. Frankly, I don't know how long i can hold on into this madness and sickness. I wish i could see her for the last time of my life before i'm stepping out from these world...I hope i could be there when she was needed.