Mood : Sad
Listening To : Henry Mancini - Godfather Theme

Today i've viewed one of my best friend's deviation...in that deviation, she tells everything about her true feelings for someone that she cares and she loves all along...it's just too bad that she's got the sad ending that she's not supposed to have. Eventhough she said that she was alright, but deep down in my heart, her heart now is full with despair, torment, sadness and it's like a Grief Of A Thousand Night. I wish i could say something to her to make her feel better about it, but she was asking me not to worry about her but she doesn't realize that i've understand for what she feels, and there is no way i'm going to make her torment something like this...If She sees this diary, first of all i've just wanna say i'm sorry if i make you feel uneasy for all the words that i've said, i've just don't want her to keep on haunting with the past, and i believe there must be a reason behind these tormenting situation that she's been through. Anyway...eventhough it's not quite official, but i'm giving her one and only lover a last respect and may he rest in peace...


To My Very Best Friend,
Melissa@BloodSnow.